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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
[...oh.]
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
...it's not misplaced.

[Oh look, Dazai is now more serious about this talk, and he's full of determination.]

I'm going to help all of you, and together we'll save everyone.
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
That last one might be harder to do than the rest, but if you want to try then I won't stop you.

[He cares more about anyone else, but he won't fight her on it. If she wants to try, then try.]

...I really don't want any of you to die here. But it might be necessary.
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
...well, if you insist.

[He's trying to sound casual, but he's actually touched that Saki cares so much as to consider his life worth saving along with everyone else's.]
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
And what?

[Let's start there with the help.]
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
...I think we can do something about that, yes.
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Want to hear about my family? That's something Dazai doesn't have, or at least he doesn't talk about it, so it's a difference between us.
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well settle in, it's time for ~family stories~]

It's just been me and Mom for a while now. Back when I was born, there were four of us: Mom, Dad, my grandma, and me. But my grandma died when I was a baby, and my dad died several years ago.

Mom...doesn't really know about the Foundation stuff. She thinks I got a special scholarship to an exclusive prep school and that I'm in college now. I still write her letters, but it's hard, you know? Since I can't really tell her much of anything.

...I think she's lonely. She won't date anyone, even though I told her she should. And I can't exactly go home and check on her that much either.

...

It's going to crush her, if I do die here.

[Wow, this turned dark fast.]
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I miss a lot of people, but I miss mom and dad a lot. Even if I can see mom still, she's really far away. And dad...well.

[He's dead. No chance of visiting him at all.]
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[She certainly can, though he will sound a bit surprised.]

What's all this about, huh? I'm alright.
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai falls quiet there, and he leans into the hug. He's been trying to be tough and handle things on his own, but at the end of the day he's still only 19. This stuff is hard for him.]
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh no, Saki can't just say something heartfelt like that and expect Dazai not to react.

He's holding onto her a bit more tightly now.
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I. I want to see her again.

[A hard thing to admit when you've been so sure of your own death, really.]
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[personal profile] guileturncoat 2019-07-05 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
You know I'm going to have to argue you on the 'kind and precious' part, right?

[Since he. Genuinely feels bad about everything he's had to do here.]

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