[No doubt. She can still recall the way it felt like she was being stabbed in the chest, the way she felt as though she were being crushed by an incredible weight, robbing her of the ability to breathe.]

...I don't know. There's no way I could. My society never even let us consider the idea of a human attacking another human.

[Her trying to understand the mindset of a killer is probably about as impossible as it is for her to forget her brush with death feedback.]