[What does it even matter anymore...? The thought occurs to her, even if it goes unsaid. The odds are stacked so thoroughly against them...]

Even if he did, there's a chance I'll die tomorrow anyway. [Even if it was only barely, the fact that there were no deaths means that people will be culled to make up for it.] If that's the case, I might as well say what I want to before I go.

[She makes to stand up, but, well, he's in the door. Kindly move so she can leave.]