Because that's what I want to be. I'm not a good person, Saki-san. I've killed so, so many people. I'm a murderer, an extortionist, a criminal. And I don't feel the slightest bit guilty about any of it.

I'm someone who does bad things and doesn't care about the people I hurt in the process. The only thing that matters are the people I am close to, and I don't have the energy to even try to care beyond that. So, I'm a despicable person, one hated by righteousness.

But it's fine, the world needs people like me. If this was the role I was born to fill, then fill it I shall.